It's,,,,

It's time grow
It's time to reflect
To grow close
To grow apart
I need to find myself
I take from all around to help me
I'm on a path
To where I don't know quite yet
To be open
To be the me I've dreamed to be
Not the follower but a tru leader
Lift up others and give them shine
It's only about my ego,,NO!
It's what I can do for others
Through that I benefit

I think to myself
Why do I want to be better?
Why can't things just be the way they use to be
Ignorance was bliss
The parties, the drinking, the boys
I didn't think I wanted to be different
But I guess, no I know, deep down I really did
I think about it now
I look around me
I want to be better
I want to be a person with a strong mind, heart & soul
Not let life's little surprises affect my drive
It's not about money
It makes the world go round
But it doesn't determine my spiritual happiness

It's hard and scary, reliving the bad
Coming face to face with the present good
I have to if I want to be the person that truly has it together
I can, I will
The love I have in my life that makes me a better person

I see the less fortunate not stressing the little things
They live life with an open heart & soul
I've learned not to dwell
I need Peace

12/18/03